Sunday, February 6, 2011

And again...

So it really bugs me-like hard core bugs me- when people think they are too good to talk to you but then are friends with your freaking brother. Ok let me explain...so I had this friend. She was like my best friend in the entire world. She loved me and I loved her, and we really had the potential of being friends forever. She was definitely one of the best people that have ever come into my life and even if she's younger than me, I would love to be more like her. But anyway, I was dating her brother and had a problem with putting her on the back burner. I didn't see it at the time, but it didn't take long after she said she didn't want to talk to me anymore to realize how much I took her for granted. So fast forward a year (today) and I creep on her facebook, I see that her and my brother are friends and talking and crap. Keeping in mind that even if we haven't spoken much in a year but I still care about her as if we were still best friends, this hurt like hard core. I don't even know why. I have never...NEVER...cared so much about a person this long after saying goodbye. Not a boyfriend, not a friend, not anyone. So it kills me that she doesn't even realize this. Oh well. Psh. What can you do?

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