An old friend.

So I was told tonight to move on. To just forget. But how do you forget someone who was your best friend? Someone you told everything to. Someone you shared ridiculous inside jokes with. Someone you talked to for hours at ends with. Its been like 5 months since I have even seen this girl but I still cant get her out of my head. I was talking to someone a little while back about love. I think I came to the conclusion that if you really love someone you can't ever get them truly and honestly out of your heart. That's how it is with this friend of mine. I love her to death. I may have messed up and done dumb stuff in our friendship but geez I would give anything to get her friendship back. Ha. I'm even dedicating a whole blog entry about her. She says that she doesnt think it's what God wants but I dont think there is anything wrong with being friends again. sheesh. what to do?