Day 10

Day 10 - Discuss your first love and first kiss.

So technically today is tomorrow so I'm just going to do this one now because I don't know if I'm going to be able to blog tomorrow.

I will start with my first kiss. Ummm....it sort of sucked. I was 16 and it was this guy I worked with at the movie theater. Neither of us knew what the heck was going on and yeah it sucked. Haha.

My first love (my first kiss's cousin haha) was Jake. I don't know what to say exactly. I was young (even if it was only a little over a year ago) and stupid. I really did love him at the time but it was definitely the most pointless things I've ever done. My parents didn't like him, his parents didn't like me, and it was a lost cause from the start. We were both WAY too immature for the relationship we were trying to have and plus he kind of ended up being a...well...I have a lot of words for him. Looking back I have NO idea why I held onto him for so long...I think it's because I liked the fact he would have done anything to be with me just like I would for him. And I honestly think that stemmed from the fact that we were rebelling against our parents and it felt cool. So yeah...