Negative Nancy

Ok so the only time I seem to blog is when I'm pissed. And lemme tell you....I'm effin PISSED. I'm so flippin tired of being told all this negative crap. Right now, it's money. I flippin KNOW my money habits suck. I flipping KNOW that what we are trying to accomplish is gonna be hard. But you would think by now you would know that I'm NOT the person who will let something stupid get in the way of what I want. Yeah, if we have no money then realistically we cant do this, but we have like 8 months. Maybe it's not a lot of time....but we CAN do it contrary to your negative nancy approach. You can try to cover it up by saying you are being realistic....but REALISTICALLY anything is possible when you want something bad enough and try hard enough. I firmly believe that to try is to succeed and if you dont succeed you didnt try hard enough. If this doesn't happen next summer, I accept full responsibility that I didn't do everything possible to make sure it happens. BUT until then, why not be a little more supportive? You think I'm totally stupid? I have seen a lot of the grown up side to life and I have seen a lot of money problems all around me. I know what I'm getting myself into. The only thing is that I am going about this in a positive way. I have NEVER accomplished anything in my life going into it in a negative or iffy manner.

I know I have had not so good spending habits in the past. But give me a break...the last 8 months I havent had TIME to eat at home (which is where most of my money goes towards...food). You complain when you work 4 nights a week. Try going to school 35 hours and working on average 40 hours a week. Let's not forget time to do homework and oh yeah sleep. I barely have a social life anymore because I'm so busy. The point I'm trying to make is that I usually have to grab a quick bite here and there so get off my back about that one.

If it means I have to get a second job or means that I have to give all my money to someone who wont let me have it, I will. Why? Because I'm determined. This is what I want most in my life and all I have heard is a bunch of negativity from you and other people. Why can't you be more supportive and maybe offer to help give me ideas on how to accomplish this? I have never been happier in my life and for you to sit here and tell me you think I can't do it....it's effin rude and discouraging and hurtful. Be happy for me. Tell me we can do this. I know what I'm doing here. So have faith in me or step off. I don't have time for the negativity. 8 months is closer than it seems.

There's the door.

Yeah its been months. I know. But I'm in such a raging angry mood right now that I just had to type for a while.
Errrr. I'm so done with people. So annoyed right now that I don't even know where to start.

I'm done with you, for thinking you are better than me; I'm done with you, for thinking you can walk over me because I'm me; I'm done with you, for using me; I'm done with you, for only coming to me when you need to talk but NEVER is there for me; I'm done with you, who is too good to be around me; I'm done with you, who is just plain rude; I'm done with you for wanting all the attention; I'm done with ALL OF YOU, for your lack of common sense; And for real...I'm done with you for being...well...what I kept trying to not see.

I am one messed up person. Really I know how much I screw up and I know how much I hurt people I don't want to hurt and how I have a lot of lessons to learn. Just because I was home schooled doesn't mean I'm STUPID. And if you think that, then that is your prerogative so get off my blog.

But you know what I know I am above all that? Loyal. I am the most loyal person you will ever meet. I will never abandon people and I will never purposely hurt people. I will always stand by you and try to see the good in you no matter what. It has screwed me over tons of times and I have been taken advantage of tons of times, but I wouldn't change it for the world. My only hope has been that I would find someone or some people who would be able to be the same for me. I thought I had it in you, ma'am, but I was made a fool of.

You were my best friend and I would have done anything for you. You were more than that you were my sister. You and your life is so messed up that sometimes I didn't know what to do that would be best for you but I sure as heck tried. You kept a wall up and I knew it...it hurt a little that you would never let me completely in. If there was something I could have done to break that wall I would have but I know it is there between you and everyone so I never took it personally. I tried to not butt in and put my two cents in unless you asked, and I tried to give you the space you needed. Sorry I have a busy life...sometimes when you wanted to hang out I couldn't but it was the same for you. But you could have called me at freaking 3 a.m. needing me to come talk and I would have. I would have done anything for you, because I saw what you couldn't see in yourself and I loved you dearly. I knew you had a lot of 'baggage' but I tried to over look it. I never would have thought in a hundred years you would just shove me out the door like you did. Well you know what? Forget you. I don't need you or your 'woe as me' life.

I wish so bad I could vent about more on this blog. But the people who I wish I could vent about don't really deserve it...its just my frustrations.

It's time for me to stop putting so much faith in people I suppose. I mean, I have this amazing boyfriend who I know is not ever going to leave and this awesome family who will always be there....what else do I need? Maybe I need to not get so caught up in "friends" who just want to use me for the here and now. Ok bed time.

Ma'am...

I had to close lobby tonight at work. I was totally ok with it though; as long as I don't have to close with HIM my life is alright. Anyway, as I was cleaning play place, there were a couple families still in there playing with their kids. There was one little group, however, that for some reason just stuck out to me as soon as I walked in: a lady (probably in her twenties), a man (a little older than her and covered in tattoos), and the cutest 3 year old little girl I have ever seen in my life. It was just really adorable watching this big, tough, tattooed man run around and play with this little girl. Anyway...so this guy sits down with the lady at their table as I'm cleaning around them, but he looks at me and says "Ma'am, I just want to tell you how incredible this woman is," he paused and grabbed the lady's hand," I mean really, every time I see her smile it makes me realize how much my life is worth living. I love her more than life itself, though, and I want the whole world to know how much this lady means to me." He went on and told me about how they met, how long they had been dating, and how he wants to marry her more than anything. The whole time the girl was giggling and blushing and trying to get him to stop. But I didn't want him to stop. It was so encouraging for me to listen to a guy talk about his girlfriend like that...not just to her, but to some complete stranger.

I dunno. They probably didn't even realize how hopeful just listening to him made me. It wasn't until tonight that I realized that there really are good guys out there; guys who make their women feel loved, simply because they love them and want everyone in the world to know. I have yet to be with someone who I felt loved me like that...or at least cared like that. The girl blushed and acted all embarrassed, but I just wanted to tell her how lucky she was.

Sigh. Someday :)

Not a Screw Up

Hi, my name is Katie Glenn and I am NOT a screw up. But, I screw up a heck of a ton it feels like. I just want to be happy...for reals. Why can't being with Jeremiah and having my family around work? Like, together? It's whatever though. Nothing I can do. All I know is that I went to him hoping that we could pretend everything was ok. I knew exactly how it would happen ahead of time...and even though I knew it was stupid....I tried. For a little while, it was as if nothing changed and I wouldn't trade that for anything. Sorry, but I wouldn't. But then I wake up and realize nothing had changed. He still broke my heart, he hasn't changed, I still can't be with him, and my family would never accept him back.

Ok. Move the heck on, Katie.

Why is this so hard? I have so much going for me, and I am letting one person hold me back. I know I shouldn't want so bad to be with him but I guess when you have spent over a year with someone, it's harder than just saying so.

Backkk :)

Hey look! I'm blogging again! Yay me :). This week has been crazy and I dunno I just felt like writing. I am ok for any of you who are reading this because you know I usually only blog when I'm upset hehe. College is going great; I love it a lot even if I have to get up real early. I think I've gotten more sleep combined this week than I used to in a night...but it's whatever. I wouldn't trade it for the world.

Stop. Pause. As I sit here and type, all I can think about is my keyboarding teacher (Mrs. Springer) standing over me and telling me to use the right fingers for each key...yeah.

Anyway. Jeremiah and I broke up last week. I wish I would have listened to what everyone was saying before about how we just weren't right for each other. I mean, I don't regret the past year but it still sucks that I fell for the whole "I wanna marry you" thing again. We both wanted it to work but it was obvious we weren't meant to be. I'm sad...don't get me wrong. I DO love him and he will always have a special place in my heart, but I can only hope that he will find someone who will meet his needs and make him feel loved in a way I could not. Same with me though for real.

My friends have been amazing the last week. Oh my. Lauren Auchley has gone above and beyond I feel like any one person should to be there for me and I love her so much for that :). Brittanie, Ashley, Grace, Ashlyn, Emily R, Spencer, Matt, Justin, idk everyone has just been amazing. I also have my family whom I love like crazy :) they have been amazing too.

Otay. I'm gonna go for now...but I promise I will write again soon :) everything is going great and I'm sure I will have more to say soon here.

Catching up on Days 20,21,22

Day 20 - How important you think education is.
Real important. Good luck getting far in life without at least a little bit of it...

Day 21 - One of your favorite shows.
Pretty. Little. Liars.

Day 22 - How have you changed in the past 2 years?
Oh dear. I have changed so much. 2 years ago I was trying really hard to find who I was. Soooo many mistakes have been made but I am finally beginning to figure out who I am and where I'm supposed to be going with my life.

Day 19

Day 19 - Disrespecting your parents.

Sadly, I know too well about this. Blah. I feel like I've gotten better about it, but I still wasted many years thinking they were out to get me and were really rude to them a lot of the time. But looking back I know that they were only trying to help...and they did :)

Day 18

Day 18 - Your beliefs.

On? I mean we have already had the questions about views on religion and drugs and alcohol. So I dunno what else to say.

And again...

So it really bugs me-like hard core bugs me- when people think they are too good to talk to you but then are friends with your freaking brother. Ok let me explain...so I had this friend. She was like my best friend in the entire world. She loved me and I loved her, and we really had the potential of being friends forever. She was definitely one of the best people that have ever come into my life and even if she's younger than me, I would love to be more like her. But anyway, I was dating her brother and had a problem with putting her on the back burner. I didn't see it at the time, but it didn't take long after she said she didn't want to talk to me anymore to realize how much I took her for granted. So fast forward a year (today) and I creep on her facebook, I see that her and my brother are friends and talking and crap. Keeping in mind that even if we haven't spoken much in a year but I still care about her as if we were still best friends, this hurt like hard core. I don't even know why. I have never...NEVER...cared so much about a person this long after saying goodbye. Not a boyfriend, not a friend, not anyone. So it kills me that she doesn't even realize this. Oh well. Psh. What can you do?

Day 17

Day 17 - Your highs and lows of this past year.

Highs:
* Met Jeremiah
*Got a car. Even if it is a piece.
*Did my rebellious crap...got my nose pierced and my tattoo
*Visited my gma in Atlanta
*Made some really good friends

Lows:
*Well the year started with a break up. So...
*Also lost one of the best friends I've ever had
*Had some major bi-polar craziness that cost me a lot
*Learned a LOT of lessons...the hard way...and we won't go into that now...
*Made quite a few enemies


I don't know. The last year has been probably the biggest roller coaster ride ever. Some of my biggest regrets have taken place this last year, along with some of the greatest moments of my life. I've never believed in wanting to go back and changing things or taking things back up until the last year, because I really wish I could take back some of the stuff that has happened. Oh well. Life goes on.

Getting away...

For real, all I wanted for this weekend was to GO. I needed to get away and just leave so I could start fresh on Monday....but yeah that's not happening. And then all I want is someone to just sit with me and listen until I really have nothing else to say. Texting sucks and isn't working for me. I need a hug. Blah. But like I feel bad cuzz the same people I have been going to are probably getting real tired of me complaining to them. So I don't want to keep bugging them but at the same time I NEED to talk. I'm so confused and so stressed. Which is why I felt getting away for the weekend woulda been a really good idea.

Day 15 and 16

Day 15 - Your favorite tumblrs.
Day 16 - Your views on mainstream music.

I dont have an opinion on either. So psh. Easy day

Here it goes again...

Vent time. Again. I don't know what's been wrong with me the last couple days but I have been in a horrible mood. Everything and everyone makes me upset. I mean, I have legit reasons, but it hasn't been till the last couple days that they have really gotten to me. Which is stupid because my life really isn't bad at all. In fact, things are finally going really well. With a lot of things. But all this stupid crap with people and things that really don't matter is bringing me down hard core. And the WORST part is that I can't even say the stuff I wanna say right now because I know I would get myself in trouble. Psh. But for real...life would be so much easier if we could just say whatever we wanted whenever we wanted to whomever we wanted. Cuzz that's what I wanna do right now. And I can't. Maybe it's ok though because I think if I could it would make things really complicated and more difficult than they already are. A hug is much needed right now, but it's become quite obvious that's not going to happen. Because things don't happen on my time. &%#@. I just want someone to hug me and listen. Who won't judge and who doesn't have anything to do with anything going on.

Day 14

Day 14 - Your earliest memory.

I have a couple memories that all happened around the same time at the same place. I remember living in the apartment in like Ellisville or somewhere. And there was a playground. I remember sliding down the slide while all the "big kids" made a bridge over the slide for me to go under. I remember sitting in the car singing Amy Grant's "Baby Baby" with my dad on cassette tape...more like listening but still. And I don't know if I remember this or just want to remember this...I'm pretty sure I do...but dancing in the parking lot with my daddy singing "Tale as Old as Time" from Beauty and the Beast.

Day 13

Day 13 - Somewhere you’d like to move or visit.

Forget visiting. I want to move. Far. Far. Far. Away. I just want to get away from all these stupid people who really don't give a crap and who only make my life more difficult.

Day 12

Day 12 - Bullet your whole day.

*Woke up at 5:00
*Put on my uniform
*Started my stupid car
*Brushed my teeth and my hair and did my make up
*Went thru Starbucks and got a blueberry muffin and a venti white chocolate mocha
*Worked my butt off for 8 hours at work
*Went home and showered and re-did my make up
*Went to my therapist appointment
*Chit chatted it up with Lauren and Brittanie for like 2 hours at work
*Came home to do this stupid blog thing.

Day 11

Day 11 - Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.

1) Hoedown Throwdown-- Miley Cyrus (haha. this would be the first that comes on)
2) Take It Off -- Kesha
3) If Only You Knew-- Shinedown
4) Pretty Boy Swag-- Soulja Boy
5) Vanilla Twilight-- Owl City
6) Dear Agony-- Breaking Benjamin
7) Hot Tottie-- Usher
8) Hot-- 3OH3!
9) Jar of Hearts-- Christina Perri
10) Naughty Girl-- Beyonce

Day 10

Day 10 - Discuss your first love and first kiss.

So technically today is tomorrow so I'm just going to do this one now because I don't know if I'm going to be able to blog tomorrow.

I will start with my first kiss. Ummm....it sort of sucked. I was 16 and it was this guy I worked with at the movie theater. Neither of us knew what the heck was going on and yeah it sucked. Haha.

My first love (my first kiss's cousin haha) was Jake. I don't know what to say exactly. I was young (even if it was only a little over a year ago) and stupid. I really did love him at the time but it was definitely the most pointless things I've ever done. My parents didn't like him, his parents didn't like me, and it was a lost cause from the start. We were both WAY too immature for the relationship we were trying to have and plus he kind of ended up being a...well...I have a lot of words for him. Looking back I have NO idea why I held onto him for so long...I think it's because I liked the fact he would have done anything to be with me just like I would for him. And I honestly think that stemmed from the fact that we were rebelling against our parents and it felt cool. So yeah...

Day 9

Day 09 - How you hope your future will be like.

Isn't this kinda like the other question about my future? Oh well. Umm...I want my future to be awesome. And I want to be a better person. Yep. Sounds cheesy but it's legit.

****I don't know how many years it's going to take for me to let the little things go.
****I don't know when I'm going to get to the point where I can breathe ten times deeply like my therapist says I should do every time I get mad (instead of flipping out and snapping at whoever is around me).
****I certainly don't know how long it's going to take for me to not be so insecure.

I figure that when I can figure out how to achieve all that ^^^, my future has the potential of being great.

Venting time

Screw McDonalds. UGH! Let's talk about the last 2 years. I dedicated my life to that place for too long and I'm done. From today forward, it is nothing more to me than just my place of TEMPORARY employment. As soon as I can, I'm out. I have called in like 3 times in the last 2 years and if I can't make it, I find someone to cover for me. I go in any and every time they need me as long as I wouldn't be getting over time. I have had open availability up until recently so they could schedule me any time they needed me. I have worked harder than anyone else there to prove myself. And what do I get in return? Oh NOTHING!!! Until recently, McDs was my everything. I know it sounds weird...but it was what I'm good at and it was what I wanted to do. I should have known when it took me A WHOLE YEAR to become a crew trainer, that nothing was going to get better. And now...6 months after I was supposed to be a manager, I'm pissed. Every other person in my zone class was a manager within weeks of finishing the class. Why is it that the only people who weren't promoted were all from Mid Rivers? One quit because she realized she could do better, one is probably not going to be there much longer, and then there's me.- who has held on to the hope that maybe things will get better. But I finally came to the conclusion that it's not. I've been told I'm valuable and that I'm an important asset to the place, but that's BS. If I was that important, I would be a manager by now. Explain that one to me! Psh. I have dedicated WAY TOO MUCH OF MYSELF TO THAT PLACE TO HAVE GOTTEN NOTHING IN RETURN! I even quit Family Fun Night (which was a HUGE part in why I loved it soo much) and now that I know I'm never going to be a manager, I want to do Family Fun Night again.

Day 8

Day 08 - A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.

I don't really know. I mean, I've had a lot of really good things happen in my life that have made me really happy, but I don't know. Maybe it's just because I'm in such a bad mood right now. Or maybe it's because every time I have been really satisfied with life, something has happened to screw it up.

Day 7

Day 07 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.

I get an easy day today. Cuzz I know I'm an Aries...but I don't know what it means haha

Day 6

Day 06 - Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.

1) I love pink
2) My boyfriend is Jeremiah and I love him a lot :)
3) Every time I go to bed, I get this image in my head from Sixth Sense where this girl reaches out from under the bed and grabs Hailey Joel Osment's leg...so I have to get a running start to jump on my bed...
4) I'm a pickier eater than most 5 year olds...
5) Cheesecake is my favorite dessert :)
6) OREO is my favorite kind of cheesecake
7) I desperately need a lap top
8) McDs is where I workkk
9) My dog Amigo is like my body guard lol. I don't even sleep well if he's not with me
10) I am in love with shopping...but it doesn't get along well with my McDonalds pay check.
11) Winter is my least favorite time of the year. I hate cold weather. I hate snow. With a passion.
12) I hate math. Like hard core. And I suck at it
13) Short texts annoy the crap out of me. "lol" "ok" "ya" don't work with me
14) My favorite number is 24
15) I wish my extended family got along better and weren't so...mmhmm
16) Our basement scares me. And I sleep in the basement.
17) As much as I seem to piss people off, I really hold back a lot. Psh. I speak my mind very little...
18) I watch Disney Channel. So what?
19) I danced for over 10 years, and one of my biggest regrets is quitting
20) I get really emotional when I watch dancing. Mainly just ballet. Not like sad or whatever I just get really into it and really feel the movements and music
21) I'm a flirt. I don't mean to be at all but it's gotten me into a LOT of trouble. I'm just really friendly and outgoing lol
22) My favorite person in the world is Brittanie Boado. She has become one of my best friends and I have more fun with her than anyone. And it's nice to be able to talk to someone about anything and them do the same :)
23) I hate that I used to be a size 6 and now I'm...well...not that lol. I want to lose 15 or so pounds sooo bad but working at McD's doesnt help with that too much.
24) I have to have popcorn when I go see a movie at the theater. Or something...even just candy. It's not the same without.
25) I've never seen the Exorcist but it scares me still...
26) I crave cheese pizza a lot...like right now...
27) Facebook creeping is a hobby of mine
28) I hate Cricket
29) I hate the military.....not the military in general but I don't like people i know being in it
30) My mom is making me get off the computer now...see why I need my own lap top?

Day 5

Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own life.

Another iffy subject. Anyone who really knows me knows that I've struggled with bein bi-polar and depression and stuff. So not going to lie, this hasn't been a totally uncommon thing for me in the past. I've absolutely never thought about doing it for real though. And it's been a really long time since the thought has even crossed my mind.

Stressssssedddd

I've liked this whole "Days" thing because it is making me write every day (or almost every day lol), but I haven't written a whole lot besides that. Psh. Life has been kinda crazy lately. Jeremiah got his new job working 60 hours a week 6 days a week and it's taking a LOT of adjusting for me. I went from seeing him almost every day for long periods of time, to 3 hours this past week all together. I don't even hardly talk to him cuzz he can't text at ALL with this job. Not going to lie, it's been really hard. Thursday I had a slight mental breakdown. All day I was stressed and didn't want things to change and yeah basically got myself all worked up over nothing. However, as much as I hate not seeing him much, it has made the time we have spent together even more special.
Even besides that though I have been real stressed. Work makes me crazy, my car is going to die any day now, school starts next month, I've been so stressed that it's made me fight with my fam, and I have to do my taxes soon and for some reason that stresses me out. Oh and I just found out that I'm an idiot and didn't get my car's title switched to my name and so that's going to be a big hassle to fix that. Blah.
On the plus side, I really am excited about college. That is as long as my parents don't make me move into a dorm. And, I've gotten to spend some time with one of my best friends, Ashley, so that's good. I've also been able to hang out with some other people more lately (Brittanie and Stephen) and that has been a great time to say the least. I also got my GED results back and I kinda rocked it. Oh...and I might be kinda excited about something I'm hoping is going to happen soon...but we will see :)
I think I'm just going to go to bed now. Tomorrow starts a new week and I'm hoping to goodness that it's going to be a better week than this past one. Guess it all depends on my attitude.

Day 4

Day 04 - Your views on religion.

This is a good question. But really knowing God isn't about a religion, it's about a relationship. Yeah, there are certain things that I believe that perhaps say I'm a Baptist, but there are also things I don't agree with, so I hate saying I'm a specific religion. I'm not going to say I think all Catholics, Lutherans, or Methodists are going to go to hell because they don't believe everything I believe, because as I said before, it isn't about a religion. It's about the relationship you have with Christ. As to my relationship with Him? It's been strained for quite a while. I love God with all I am, but I spend very little time with Him if any at all. Many times over the last several weeks I have come across the Bible verse that says you are either hot or cold and God spits out the lukewarm...and so I'm trying to NOT be lukewarm. It's a work in process. I have gotten so used to NOT praying, reading my Bible, and talking about God, that it's almost a foreign language at this point. But I'm working on it...pray for me :)

Day 3

Day 03 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.

This is a touchy subject for me. Drugs are obviously a no no in my opinion. For anyone. Alcohol is different though. I grew up in a home that was totally 100% against it, but honestly it's really a personal decision on whether you drink or not. I'm not going to judge anyone either way. However, I've seen the use of alcohol ruin lives and so by no means do I think going and getting wasted all the time is okay. But really I don't think there is much of a problem having some wine for dinner or a Smirnoff while just hanging around the house. Just be responsible. And don't drink around people you can't trust or you don't know very well.

Day 2

Day 02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years.

In ten years I will be 28. I want to be married (Jeremiah lol), living in a cute little house (preferably around here), have an amazing job (Boeing?), have a nice car (Mustang? Pink? Yes.), maybe have a kid. Yep. That's where I want to be. And if everything goes according to plan, that's exactly what will happen :)

Day 1

Day 01 - Your current relationship status: In a relationship

Jeremiah Barnes: my best friend and person I want to spend the rest of my life with. We have been through so much and sometimes I can't believe we have made it this far. We argue about the stupidest stuff sometimes (I make him mad when I text him too much and he makes me mad when he doesn't call) but at the end of the day, there is no one I would rather be with; no one I would rather cuddle with while watching a chick flick, no one I would rather see smile, and no one I would rather kiss. I know for a fact that I am NOT the easiest person to be in a relationship with, and it amazes me how he handles everything I throw at him with such love. I complain an awful lot about what he doesn't do and what I wish he would do, but really I am the luckiest girl alive. Nobody (besides my family lol) has ever loved me like he does and nobody has ever done so much to be with me. He is truly the most amazing guy I have ever met and I look forward to every second I get to spend with him until forever <3

Day 1

I stole this off my friend Grace's wall, who stole it from a friend of her's....

Day 01 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
Day 02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years.
Day 03 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 04 - Your views on religion.
Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own life.
Day 06 - Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.
Day 07 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.
Day 08 - A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.
Day 09 - How you hope your future will be like.
Day 10 - Discuss your first love and first kiss.
Day 11 - Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.
Day 12 - Bullet your whole day.
Day 13 - Somewhere you’d like to move or visit.
Day 14 - Your earliest memory.
Day 15 - Your favorite tumblrs.
Day 16 - Your views on mainstream music.
Day 17 - Your highs and lows of this past year.
Day 18 - Your beliefs.
Day 19 - Disrespecting your parents.
Day 20 - How important you think education is.
Day 21 - One of your favorite shows.
Day 22 - How have you changed in the past 2 years?
Day 23 - Give pictures of 5 guys who are famous who you find attractive.
Day 24 - Your favorite movie and what it’s about.
Day 25 - Someone who fascinates you and why.
Day 26 - What kind of person attracts you.
Day 27 - A problem that you have had.
Day 28 - Something that you miss.
Day 29 - Goals for the next 30 days.
Day 30 - Your highs and lows of this month.